Crash

You will not find proof of God in a book,
no.
So Stop Looking
and there She is!
They are! in myriad Forms (all formless beauty,

integrated Ugliness,
fucking poseurs
more Authentically Me than I've ever been)

oh dear:
I'm a Theist in Atheist Buddhist garb,
perfectly loose clothing for meditation...
I am slumped over the wheel of civilisational carcrash
slow bleeding anomie from my forehead,
jaw crushed from too much proselytising
my mouth permanently shaped into an "Om"
or an "Oops"...

...Lord knows which!